Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Again bunked
Couldn't go to work today. Am watching anime called GTO.One crazy guy, the main protagonist in this anime. Kinda different story line. Guess m just attracted to the crazy and different.
Monday, November 23, 2009
a new start
Am typing this while hearing "Somewhere over the rainbow" the original from "Wizard of Oz".
its been some time since i wrote anything. the last post was ,when i completed college,about pitying myself about my poor state of life.To my utter disappointment, of my past self,the fear i had,had come true.I didn't pass my exams. was in pieces and couldn't think of anything as if my brain was numb.But i ll come to that some other time.A lot of things have happened and am now working in TCS, a software company.Its a boring job with no real challenges.
The reason i started writing this is because of a movie called Julie and Julia, where the main character starts cooking all the dishes from a cook book called "Mastering the art of French cooking" as a hobby and blogs about it daily.its kinda warm movie. Definitely not my type but i liked though.
What i wanted to do was to do one thing everyday that i haven't done before and write about it. I thought maybe just maybe when others are involved things would be different.
So what would i do every day. Its not gonna be mountain climbing and undersea diving that's for sure. It maybe anything from drawing,reading,learning something new or anything that i do not think that it is just for fun so that means no games,movies,anime,tv series,(this list may grow).
That doesn't mean that what i do must not be fun.
Am going to keep doing this for a month and see what happens.
Anyway first things first. m hungry.
its been some time since i wrote anything. the last post was ,when i completed college,about pitying myself about my poor state of life.To my utter disappointment, of my past self,the fear i had,had come true.I didn't pass my exams. was in pieces and couldn't think of anything as if my brain was numb.But i ll come to that some other time.A lot of things have happened and am now working in TCS, a software company.Its a boring job with no real challenges.
The reason i started writing this is because of a movie called Julie and Julia, where the main character starts cooking all the dishes from a cook book called "Mastering the art of French cooking" as a hobby and blogs about it daily.its kinda warm movie. Definitely not my type but i liked though.
What i wanted to do was to do one thing everyday that i haven't done before and write about it. I thought maybe just maybe when others are involved things would be different.
So what would i do every day. Its not gonna be mountain climbing and undersea diving that's for sure. It maybe anything from drawing,reading,learning something new or anything that i do not think that it is just for fun so that means no games,movies,anime,tv series,(this list may grow).
That doesn't mean that what i do must not be fun.
Am going to keep doing this for a month and see what happens.
Anyway first things first. m hungry.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Project completed Final yr College
My project ended successfully. Had to put in a few full nighters but in the end it came out well.But i goofed up the review though.Couldnt complete it within the given time constraint.
facts that i cannot handle now
Its may 11,Sunday. My exams ended on 3rd.Have been lazing around till now. Nothing useful.Checked out a website called emuparadise.org, I have been to it already,but what gave me interest in it was its creator. He a guy from India (i m one too), born 1986, fr me its 1987. I saw his bio and it struck me on the head like a hammer.Man this guy almost the same age as me created such a thing and he did that in 2000 almost 7 years ago. Its a cool website having tens of thousands of hits a day and still gets more and more people coming to it.
Now i ask my self, what have i been doing all my life. Its an insult to me that i cannot shift the blame to someone else. All my life i have been shifting blames to others,finding faults(and really good at it), but never doing anything productive. I haven't got any special skills, never learnt any either, have a bad quality of life and don't know if i m gonna clear my final semester exams or not.If not it will hit me like a lightning straight on top of my head.I would not be able to escape
facts as i have done so till now. Facts that slap my face saying that i m worthless.Is this what
i want ,isn't there any way to change this.Is my life going to stay like this forever.
am i doomed because of my inability to be as productive as my peers. have i gone mad.
I don't know. What is wrong with me. I am not able to answer questions that are about me.
I may be crazy right now or all this is coming out of imagination.But it is nice to let it out or i think its nice.
Reality , do i have the ability to face it. NO. Not in this state. The problem here is that i am not taking actions when necessary and even when i know what i need to do.Why am i not? That may be due to reason that i am lazy to a great extent, or feel the ultimate question "What next", if u keep asking this question again and again there will be no reason for us to exist, or there is something that is genetically within me that stops me from progressing.
The obvious reason is the environment that i grew in. But that will be shifting the blame to someone or something else.
Having said this,I feel a little better now.
SO what am i going to do now.I know what i want to do but is it what i need to do. That is a question i can only answer with more experience.Experience is something that i cannot gain by sitting in my house doing nothing more than watching TV and playing games.
There are other things too fr which i would need a lot more guts, than what i have now, to say.
Lets save that fr another day.
Anyway lets go to the daily happenings
I bought a psp in the net. Used one. It will most probably arrive tomorrow or the day after that.
Hope its a good one.
Later.
Now i ask my self, what have i been doing all my life. Its an insult to me that i cannot shift the blame to someone else. All my life i have been shifting blames to others,finding faults(and really good at it), but never doing anything productive. I haven't got any special skills, never learnt any either, have a bad quality of life and don't know if i m gonna clear my final semester exams or not.If not it will hit me like a lightning straight on top of my head.I would not be able to escape
facts as i have done so till now. Facts that slap my face saying that i m worthless.Is this what
i want ,isn't there any way to change this.Is my life going to stay like this forever.
am i doomed because of my inability to be as productive as my peers. have i gone mad.
I don't know. What is wrong with me. I am not able to answer questions that are about me.
I may be crazy right now or all this is coming out of imagination.But it is nice to let it out or i think its nice.
Reality , do i have the ability to face it. NO. Not in this state. The problem here is that i am not taking actions when necessary and even when i know what i need to do.Why am i not? That may be due to reason that i am lazy to a great extent, or feel the ultimate question "What next", if u keep asking this question again and again there will be no reason for us to exist, or there is something that is genetically within me that stops me from progressing.
The obvious reason is the environment that i grew in. But that will be shifting the blame to someone or something else.
Having said this,I feel a little better now.
SO what am i going to do now.I know what i want to do but is it what i need to do. That is a question i can only answer with more experience.Experience is something that i cannot gain by sitting in my house doing nothing more than watching TV and playing games.
There are other things too fr which i would need a lot more guts, than what i have now, to say.
Lets save that fr another day.
Anyway lets go to the daily happenings
I bought a psp in the net. Used one. It will most probably arrive tomorrow or the day after that.
Hope its a good one.
Later.
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
final yr project
am doing my final year in college.(hope i get out of it unscathed.)
which brings to my topic of importance at this time of my life.- "my final year project"
its called - "DEVICE CONTROL USING VISION ACQUISITION".
what i am aiming to get to here is- "an input device which uses image processing to find out what the user wants
i.e. we use
1)web cam
2)glass screen
3)users finger
to give the input. user can control any device using this(or so it is said). Each device is given its own specific symbol.
the user draws the symbol on the glass screen for the device which he wants to control. then he places his finger on the symbol to give the control input. the position of the finger on the symbol
is taken as input. then the device is controlled through the parallel port of the pc.
This project is done using MATLAB.
i use image processing & neural n/w to do this project.
which brings to my topic of importance at this time of my life.- "my final year project"
its called - "DEVICE CONTROL USING VISION ACQUISITION".
what i am aiming to get to here is- "an input device which uses image processing to find out what the user wants
i.e. we use
1)web cam
2)glass screen
3)users finger
to give the input. user can control any device using this(or so it is said). Each device is given its own specific symbol.
the user draws the symbol on the glass screen for the device which he wants to control. then he places his finger on the symbol to give the control input. the position of the finger on the symbol
is taken as input. then the device is controlled through the parallel port of the pc.
This project is done using MATLAB.
i use image processing & neural n/w to do this project.
first blog
i ve never thought of logging my thoughts or my life in the net up until now.
i express my self too much and needed a place to dump my thoughts into.i ve got lots of interests.
i like watching movies,japanese anime(with subs).like to play pc games. not much of a physical type. like to know interesting things.like gadgets.like to poke into other peoples business.never stick on to one topic for long. easily bored.
Anyway hope this keeps going.
i express my self too much and needed a place to dump my thoughts into.i ve got lots of interests.
i like watching movies,japanese anime(with subs).like to play pc games. not much of a physical type. like to know interesting things.like gadgets.like to poke into other peoples business.never stick on to one topic for long. easily bored.
Anyway hope this keeps going.
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